If the beginning of a relationship is supposed to be the best part, you blew me out of the water. It was an act, because your true self-involved nature came out.

I’m not an insensitive person, I understand what it feels like to be heartbroken and cheated on, but you let it destroy you. Literally destroy you. You let it destroy us even though I wasn’t the one who did the heart breaking or the cheating. You stay stuck in your misery & your past, it demolishes things that could be great in your life.

Honey, you’re 10 years older than me. I can’t fix you, you are set in your ways. & as much as I thought you were everything I wanted, you aren’t.

I can’t stand the games. To begin with you texted me all night long, now my phone is silent. You made me feel on top of the world and like I was the ONLY one. Now I feel like a rebound choice and the farthest thing from what you could want. I feel like chopped liver. You chewed me up and spit me out. 

I am worth so much more than this, and I have so much more to give. As much as I wanted YOU to be the one I gave it to, you have proved again and again that you don’t deserve my kind of love. 

Something about you attracts disloyal, abusive girls. & something about you must really want someone like that, because the ONE time you found a girl that wouldn’t have done that to you, you threw her away.

My heart is weak when it comes to you. So I’m pretty sure if you text me and beg for me back or to see me, then I will. I hate that about myself. 

But for the time being I will try my best to stick to my guns.

I won’t see you, talk to you, or do anything with you unless you show me some effort. I’m tired of draining all of my heart on you and you sucking the life out of me. 

Enough.